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Now I ask you ...has boredom actually killed anyone yet? ... cuz I may be it's first victim ... I can't believe I'm saying this but i think I may actually want a job just to stop the boredom ... my only problem is I really don't want a job that involves talking to people ... I was thinking of taking some classes ... that would occupy me .... Maybe i'll check out the college "Continuing education thing" meh Let us seeee.... I could learn a new language ... Japanese :D $205 yikes ... maybe there's a cheaper language Dutch is only $141 ... I don't know ... 

So far so bored

Well ... it hasn't been BAD per-say just ... boring really ... I mean I'm sure I could ask my dad to take me somewhere but I don't know where to go... I don't know what to do .... should I ask him to take me to the mall ... but how boring .... uugh I don't know

Home at last

I have made it! I'm in Oshawa ... Ahhhhh ... Ya know I don't understand why people think i'm so ... I don't know ... weak? why they think I need a bunch of stuff to make me happy. Maybe it's just my depression but Idon't NEED half the stuff people think I do ... yeah I enjoy the internet and TV and Movies ... but If I lost all that I'm sure i'd be fine. I mean locked in a room with nothing to do is one thing but if I had no cable and no internet connection... so ... I still have my books and my movies I'm fine with that ... fuck

THURSDAY!!!!

I'm getting the fuck out of here on Thursday!!!! Thursday can you stand it??? not me :D :D :D Can't fuckin wait! Two more sleeps as my nieces would say lol and then I'm Out! Ahhhh can't wait! I still have to finish Packing but that's a sinch All I have to do is pack what's under the sink ... And I have to clean out that fish tank ... hmmm should I keep that??? I could always get fish down the line ... yeah I think i'll keep it

A week and a half to go

Moovin' on up to the east side ... of Torontoish area ... :P Almost there I'm kinda excited ... well not so much excited to go to Oshawa as I am excited to get the fuck out of here! I have not been feeling very well lately chronic sore throat ... may have to get my tonsil out just for good measure. I've totally stopped caring about alot of stuff and I don't care for it. I'm completely losing interest in the Internet I just don't find it fun anymore. Facebook in particular. Just hours of my life being wasted in front of this damn laptop. Maybe I should ... I don't know ... start reading again I have a bunch of books that I haven't finished that I want too.

Well the best part of Oshawa will be exploring the new surroundings that will be fun. I will also have Toronto to check out too since it's so close.

It's 4:30AM I have to go to sleep

Almost there!!

Well I'm moving to Oshawa with my Dad ... Pro's Not living here, no kids, not in Elmira, $8 to get to Toronto, Dad's not there very often, no more bitching from my sister, just better ... Con's I have to live with my dad, couch city again since it's a 1 bdrm apt, no room for my stuff, Don't know anyone there.

Oh well it'll be an adventure... I wish I could stop fucking up my life already.

So .... some news

Well I got on Social assistance which is good ... the 375 limit for rent sucks ass ... I get it you don't want people being able to survive on SA so you make them get a job ... gotcha .... not exactly my situation. I just need help till my ODSP comes in .... fuck this means I am being forced to ... move in with my father christ. Why do you do this to me god? why? Ok so I don't exactly believe in you ... but gimmie a fuckin break!

fuckin fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck! We are not ammused!