Craaaap

Turns out I might not get anything from ODSP for like four months this is no good ... I'm going to have to see if I can rent a room for a few months till it comes in ... this may not go over well.

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Well So Far So Go...

I got an email from my favourite Aunt telling me everything is fine with the forms and that my Doctor would fill them out no prob (yeah cuz he's getting $100 for it)

Ahhhhhhh!

Big weight get off my chest! Thank you!. Now I just have to wait ... and wait. The lady at the ODSP office said it would take a couple months but i get a retro check from when they get my forms so (when i'm approved) I'll be getting a big fat first check. Now I have to do this right. I can't fuck this one up. I have to prioritize and budget my money have a savings and a checking account (Which I do) and then have a mad money jar. For things i want. Food shouldn't be an issue I have all those recipes so I can make a bunch ahead of time and then save money in the long run (since going out isn't an issue) ... If i had a $ amount it would be easier to start planning now then when the money comes but i should be able to do somethings now.

I need to make a list of what i need (knowing what I have would help) I need forsure, a phone, a bed, bedding for that bed, a dresser and some kind of entertainment system. The bedding I can get from work. The entertainment system .... there is one at work but it's really cheap and I'm not sure it's worth it. I may have to just go out and get another one. Maybe Walmart has one it'll be more expencive but it'll be better then the crap at my work.

My apartment ... I need one ... next weeks paycheck is not going to be good... Maybe 200 minus the 50 for J that'll make 1350 ideally i need 1500 and i'd have that if i wasn't such a fucktard with my money. this is going to be even worse since I get my money every MONTH ... I have a hard enought time with getting money every two weeks and not spending it all (which i do sometimes)

Well Going to look for an apartment and look up cheap recipies

Chocolate Chip Cookies and Kung Fu

As retail therapy I bought 4 kung fu movies ... i like! I shall watch them now while I eat my chocolate chip cookies and drink my Pepsi ... my god i am such a healthy person aren't I?

Things were starting to roll ....

Now they seem to be going backwards ... turns out I have to be present when my forms are being filled out ... Fuuuuck! Maybe I can do what I was originally going to do and have my Dr. photo copy my medical files and then get a walk in doctor to fill them out. uugh... Did I email Aunt D about this .... hmm I'm not sure. Maybe I can have him photo copy my medical reports and write up a note to the walk in Dr. that will be filling it out .... hmm

Just watched the last episode of Dexter. I can't wait for the next season to start. I love that show. The fact that it makes me hungry should be a concern lol. Oh well it gives me my murder fix without hurting anyone :P Not that i could ever kill someone .... Thought about it but honestly i am not that bright and I shed like a .. dog that sheds .. a lot. I'd be caught in an instant :P

Well off to LaLa land

So It Has Come To This

OK so in my last post I was talking about applying for disability. Well I did it. Just waiting for my mother to give it to my aunt who will give it to my old doctor back in NF. After he mails it away it should take a couple months to go through ... I may have to bight the bullet and ask my dad for some help... this should go over well. All I need is some money to hold me over till I can get my disability. The only problem is if i don't then I'm screwed SCREWED Big time! uuugh. Have yet to tell A and J about this plan ... I do not think they would approve of this plan ... Then again what ever gets me out of this house I'm sure they wouldn't care.

I hope what they give me is liveable ... I'm sure I could think of a budget plan. Maybe make up a recipe list and only have those to eat and then save for special nights ... maybe even have one night a month? hmm once every two weeks? where I go out for say sushi? save 20 bucks and go to Ye's I'm sure that would be do able. Although the lady at the ODSP office said I'd get money on the last day of the month for that month .... how the fuck does that work? I guess i just have to think of it as getting money the day before the first of the month. I need to ask B about that.

Well I guess I don't need to worry about that till it comes in. I hope this works or it's a one way trip to the loony bin for me. Fun times at my house!!

Time for True Blood and some pot :D