So It Has Come To This

OK so in my last post I was talking about applying for disability. Well I did it. Just waiting for my mother to give it to my aunt who will give it to my old doctor back in NF. After he mails it away it should take a couple months to go through ... I may have to bight the bullet and ask my dad for some help... this should go over well. All I need is some money to hold me over till I can get my disability. The only problem is if i don't then I'm screwed SCREWED Big time! uuugh. Have yet to tell A and J about this plan ... I do not think they would approve of this plan ... Then again what ever gets me out of this house I'm sure they wouldn't care.

I hope what they give me is liveable ... I'm sure I could think of a budget plan. Maybe make up a recipe list and only have those to eat and then save for special nights ... maybe even have one night a month? hmm once every two weeks? where I go out for say sushi? save 20 bucks and go to Ye's I'm sure that would be do able. Although the lady at the ODSP office said I'd get money on the last day of the month for that month .... how the fuck does that work? I guess i just have to think of it as getting money the day before the first of the month. I need to ask B about that.

Well I guess I don't need to worry about that till it comes in. I hope this works or it's a one way trip to the loony bin for me. Fun times at my house!!

Time for True Blood and some pot :D