Things were starting to roll ....

Now they seem to be going backwards ... turns out I have to be present when my forms are being filled out ... Fuuuuck! Maybe I can do what I was originally going to do and have my Dr. photo copy my medical files and then get a walk in doctor to fill them out. uugh... Did I email Aunt D about this .... hmm I'm not sure. Maybe I can have him photo copy my medical reports and write up a note to the walk in Dr. that will be filling it out .... hmm

Just watched the last episode of Dexter. I can't wait for the next season to start. I love that show. The fact that it makes me hungry should be a concern lol. Oh well it gives me my murder fix without hurting anyone :P Not that i could ever kill someone .... Thought about it but honestly i am not that bright and I shed like a .. dog that sheds .. a lot. I'd be caught in an instant :P

Well off to LaLa land

So It Has Come To This

OK so in my last post I was talking about applying for disability. Well I did it. Just waiting for my mother to give it to my aunt who will give it to my old doctor back in NF. After he mails it away it should take a couple months to go through ... I may have to bight the bullet and ask my dad for some help... this should go over well. All I need is some money to hold me over till I can get my disability. The only problem is if i don't then I'm screwed SCREWED Big time! uuugh. Have yet to tell A and J about this plan ... I do not think they would approve of this plan ... Then again what ever gets me out of this house I'm sure they wouldn't care.

I hope what they give me is liveable ... I'm sure I could think of a budget plan. Maybe make up a recipe list and only have those to eat and then save for special nights ... maybe even have one night a month? hmm once every two weeks? where I go out for say sushi? save 20 bucks and go to Ye's I'm sure that would be do able. Although the lady at the ODSP office said I'd get money on the last day of the month for that month .... how the fuck does that work? I guess i just have to think of it as getting money the day before the first of the month. I need to ask B about that.

Well I guess I don't need to worry about that till it comes in. I hope this works or it's a one way trip to the loony bin for me. Fun times at my house!!

Time for True Blood and some pot :D