THURSDAY!!!!

I'm getting the fuck out of here on Thursday!!!! Thursday can you stand it??? not me :D :D :D Can't fuckin wait! Two more sleeps as my nieces would say lol and then I'm Out! Ahhhh can't wait! I still have to finish Packing but that's a sinch All I have to do is pack what's under the sink ... And I have to clean out that fish tank ... hmmm should I keep that??? I could always get fish down the line ... yeah I think i'll keep it

A week and a half to go

Moovin' on up to the east side ... of Torontoish area ... :P Almost there I'm kinda excited ... well not so much excited to go to Oshawa as I am excited to get the fuck out of here! I have not been feeling very well lately chronic sore throat ... may have to get my tonsil out just for good measure. I've totally stopped caring about alot of stuff and I don't care for it. I'm completely losing interest in the Internet I just don't find it fun anymore. Facebook in particular. Just hours of my life being wasted in front of this damn laptop. Maybe I should ... I don't know ... start reading again I have a bunch of books that I haven't finished that I want too.

Well the best part of Oshawa will be exploring the new surroundings that will be fun. I will also have Toronto to check out too since it's so close.

It's 4:30AM I have to go to sleep

Almost there!!

Well I'm moving to Oshawa with my Dad ... Pro's Not living here, no kids, not in Elmira, $8 to get to Toronto, Dad's not there very often, no more bitching from my sister, just better ... Con's I have to live with my dad, couch city again since it's a 1 bdrm apt, no room for my stuff, Don't know anyone there.

Oh well it'll be an adventure... I wish I could stop fucking up my life already.

So .... some news

Well I got on Social assistance which is good ... the 375 limit for rent sucks ass ... I get it you don't want people being able to survive on SA so you make them get a job ... gotcha .... not exactly my situation. I just need help till my ODSP comes in .... fuck this means I am being forced to ... move in with my father christ. Why do you do this to me god? why? Ok so I don't exactly believe in you ... but gimmie a fuckin break!

fuckin fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck! We are not ammused!

Craaaap

Turns out I might not get anything from ODSP for like four months this is no good ... I'm going to have to see if I can rent a room for a few months till it comes in ... this may not go over well.

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Well So Far So Go...

I got an email from my favourite Aunt telling me everything is fine with the forms and that my Doctor would fill them out no prob (yeah cuz he's getting $100 for it)

Ahhhhhhh!

Big weight get off my chest! Thank you!. Now I just have to wait ... and wait. The lady at the ODSP office said it would take a couple months but i get a retro check from when they get my forms so (when i'm approved) I'll be getting a big fat first check. Now I have to do this right. I can't fuck this one up. I have to prioritize and budget my money have a savings and a checking account (Which I do) and then have a mad money jar. For things i want. Food shouldn't be an issue I have all those recipes so I can make a bunch ahead of time and then save money in the long run (since going out isn't an issue) ... If i had a $ amount it would be easier to start planning now then when the money comes but i should be able to do somethings now.

I need to make a list of what i need (knowing what I have would help) I need forsure, a phone, a bed, bedding for that bed, a dresser and some kind of entertainment system. The bedding I can get from work. The entertainment system .... there is one at work but it's really cheap and I'm not sure it's worth it. I may have to just go out and get another one. Maybe Walmart has one it'll be more expencive but it'll be better then the crap at my work.

My apartment ... I need one ... next weeks paycheck is not going to be good... Maybe 200 minus the 50 for J that'll make 1350 ideally i need 1500 and i'd have that if i wasn't such a fucktard with my money. this is going to be even worse since I get my money every MONTH ... I have a hard enought time with getting money every two weeks and not spending it all (which i do sometimes)

Well Going to look for an apartment and look up cheap recipies

Chocolate Chip Cookies and Kung Fu

As retail therapy I bought 4 kung fu movies ... i like! I shall watch them now while I eat my chocolate chip cookies and drink my Pepsi ... my god i am such a healthy person aren't I?