Saturday, June 6, 2009
Flying High
It is the brother-in-laws birthday today ... After work I came home and babysat the kids while they go out to see a movie and have a steak dinner. Still in the basement ... going to see if I can get on disability I have to get out of this rut ... and my god that chocolate chip cookie I just finished was so good!! ... anyway this rut I am fucking up my life ... who's going to want to be my boyfriend? I am a Looooser!!! I want to cry This is how crack whore start out isn't it?? ... I DON'T WANNA BE A CRACK WHORE!!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Honestly
I really wish I could just take off. Take the money I've saved and just take a plane somewhere ... anywhere. I can't wait to get out of here. On my own in my own place ... no more freakin kids, or crazy in-laws ... just me and my cat. I am so tired of sleeping on a couch, being woken up at 7am, no more Go Diego Go!!. I can invite men over :) woohoo! ... drink in the middle of the day. Smoke weed in broad daylight in my home. Eat real food.
I don't have enough money to move ... well i do as long as I don't plan on eating or paying my next months rent. I need another job maybe I'll appy to Short stop ... they seem to need people alot.
I'd say in about 2 months :S if I can get another job in the next couple weeks I should be able to get the hell out of dodge.
I don't have enough money to move ... well i do as long as I don't plan on eating or paying my next months rent. I need another job maybe I'll appy to Short stop ... they seem to need people alot.
I'd say in about 2 months :S if I can get another job in the next couple weeks I should be able to get the hell out of dodge.
Friday, February 6, 2009
One of Many
Well I gave in and started a blog ... I knew it was only time. :P Oh well this saves money and trees ... no more journals woohoo.
Just finished a couple Asian Dramas ... The Seventh Day ... I still don't understand that title I think it has something to do with god *rolls eyes* whatever it was good ... made me cry (of course) I think I've cried watching every one so far ... even the damn comedies!
What is with me and the AD's... any free minute I'm watching them on my laptop. I don't see the difference if I'm watching TV all day long or AD's it's TV on my laptop .... oooh but it's smaller poor quality (only occasionally) and only suitable for one person to watch at a time .. meh who cares. Although I wish I could either learn Cantonese
, Korean
, Japanese
, or Thai 
so I didn't need to have to read the subs all the time or find ones that are dubbed
Fuck I want to move to ... well anywhere in the east ... I'm not picky.
Well I guess that's all for now.
Just finished a couple Asian Dramas ... The Seventh Day ... I still don't understand that title I think it has something to do with god *rolls eyes* whatever it was good ... made me cry (of course) I think I've cried watching every one so far ... even the damn comedies!
What is with me and the AD's... any free minute I'm watching them on my laptop. I don't see the difference if I'm watching TV all day long or AD's it's TV on my laptop .... oooh but it's smaller poor quality (only occasionally) and only suitable for one person to watch at a time .. meh who cares. Although I wish I could either learn Cantonese
, Korean, Japanese, or Thai so I didn't need to have to read the subs all the time or find ones that are dubbedFuck I want to move to ... well anywhere in the east ... I'm not picky.
Well I guess that's all for now.
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